wrapped in her words, pieces of women weave my tongue, through my mouth, into a gape a hole left by her and her and me and him and him and themthemthem.
i have lost my i, lost it in fat cells and bright lips, thick belts covering new and thick wigs lost in a closet of hiding.
hide behind thecolortheblacktheredandthe chemicals that burn. hide behind the wrap and the picturesimages eyes that bore. hide. behind bricks of w o r d s and walls of grease. lose.
lostdesire.
a dream in the night, a piece of desire, a fake hiding place, a moan and a gasp and a blocked tear. teer. tare. tear through her, rip into a memory, desiccate and desecrate and destroy.
burn
burn into ashes unrecognizable and without power
haunting power
find. a placenotahidingplace. find. air and hydrogen. find.
find
i disconnected my heart
cut myself on the wires
disconnected. disconnect. unplug. pull out. in time. don’t worry. uselesspillspainand blood.
pixels and pigments, realityonlyreality mine. mine.
synapses betrayal erase lost out of pain hold my hands don’t leave
don’t
leave
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